The act of not catching
fish seems to weigh much heavier on the minds of non-anglers than us. I am
sure you have had to field a question along the lines of ‘Isn’t it boring
when you don’t catch anything’. Well, yes it can be boring, frustrating,
annoying and for those of us in the trade, a dent in our professional
pride. However, we are all definitely driven by the concept of man vs. fish
even if along the way we have to countenance failure. However, when we
succeed it is not the size or quantity of the fish that matters but much
rather winning the elemental battle with the fish. The tug is the drug. It
is not so much the act of catching but the split second moment when that
happens. The rest, as they say, is history.
I cannot possibly mention
all the many other individual reasons you gave to Why We Fish, but I will
add companionship – the ability to share the joys and frustrations is high
on most lists. However, those companions do not always have to be present.
Solitude is sometimes a companion in itself; the chance to recall people
and the past with fondness. Some years ago I had a regular client, one of
the founding Fishing Breaks band, who was dying of lung cancer. Knowing his
clock was running down I went to see Dick at Compton Chamberlayne to say
hello and, ultimately, goodbye. We shook hands for a final time as I left
him beside the river, walking back to the road where the Nadder passes
under a humpbacked stone bridge. On the bridge I paused and turned; in the distance
Dick stood where I had left him, slightly stooped, rod in hand gazing at
the river. I simply cannot imagine the thoughts he had that day but as he
raised his hand to acknowledge my gaze I hope they were of a life well
lived. To this day I cannot cross that bridge without recalling Dick but
that makes me glad for what fishing can bring.
One final thought, or one
final word, that leapt out at me in your replies: esotericity, namely the
condition of being esoteric.
a: designed for or
understood by the specially initiated alone
b: requiring or
exhibiting knowledge that is restricted to a small group
c: difficult to
understand
d: limited to a small
circle
e: of special, rare, or
unusual interest
I must admit I did not
know such a noun existed so it sent me to the Merriam-Webster
dictionary and the definition of esoteric, not something I have ever
thought hard about before. All in all, esoteric in nearly all its uses, is
not a bad word to define the madness that afflicts us all.
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